The uncle in front of her (also in front of me where I stood) was about to stand up to alight (she is seated in the opposite direction), so it doesn't make sense if I chose not to take that seat. And if I do, I have to face her throughout the journey til' CK Tang!
So when I realised the uncle fidget, immediately I turned around & moved aside & just at that moment, another passenger moved aside to offer me the empty seat on the inside. Without hesitation, I shovelled in of course!
From that seat, I could still see her from the corner of my eye & it's really annoying! Haha~~
I took a few peeps at her before "collapsing" into my dreamland...... :)
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Well...my aunts came to my house on Good Friday & the main objective was to gossip & complain to my mummy. lol~~ yup my mum is a good listener!
One of my aunt stood all the way in the kitchen, talking to my mum while she prepared dinner. I roughly know what she was talking abt but chose to act blur when I went to take drinks & food.
My cousin has not been leading a good life since the day she went overseas with her hubby. All of us never liked the hubby & even when they held the wedding banquet, we were quite reluctant & awkward. I know they have been quarreling very frequently & their quarrels are really serious with all the shouting. They are not staying together even though they already have a 3 year-old plus daughter ( or 4 yr old, not too sure). The hubby would visit them as and when he likes over at my aunt's house (would not go if they quarrelled) & he had to just give my aunt $200 every month & no other housing expenses are required.
During the recent quarrel, the hubby mentioned something about not letting my cousin have custody of the daughter if anything happens! With that, my aunt & cousin had to prep themselves...so they went to the lawyer to enquire & understand the requirements & situation to be more secure of the child's custody. I think this divorce case is really gonna happen soon. I will be happy for her because her hubby really sucks! He still can't get over the $300 + angpow money he gave us (the "sisters") during the gate-crashing last year!!!!!! Such a petty guy!!! 不要也罢了！
Sigh...sometimes I wonder why they got married, why my cousin gave up her job & went overseas with him a few years back, why did they give birth to this innocent cute little niece of mine, why they even want to hold the wedding banquet afterall?
I just hope everything will be fine soon..so that everyone will be happy.
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I just read my dear cousin's entry dated a few days back & I felt so sad.
Now that she is jobless, she will be feeling even more lonely easily & that's what I DO NOT want her to feel. However, sometimes it cannot be helped because I know there are times when I get soooooo utterly bored that I would just become very very emo too..haha! At least it is a good start she left that terrible job, company, boss & colleague! One load is off her mind... I just hope she can carry on her path & choose it wisely. Be positive girl~! It's good you have job interviews coming along..and do not stop looking for opportunities.
As for relationship wise, everyone around you has been advising you & you seem to not listen..or maybe some go in some come out of your ear. Just remember not to make hasty decisions no matter what. Think of the possibilities, the consequences & whether you are able to handle or HOW u are going to handle. Is it worth a risk to take? Are you ready to take the risk and face anything that is coming your way? Having said that, don't only think of the negative sides... you have to strike a balance on the possibilities & scenarios. You cannot be soo naive to always think that every guy you meet at first is always a good person. That seems to be the case everytime right? You only use this sentence "he is a good person"...and you can turn deaf on anything and become blind??? No right?
No matter what... although it may be really damn ultra super pekcek to lecture you and remind you and advise you continously, and all your friends may seem to not want to do that, I will STILL do it (partly cos' if I don't bother, nobody would..and I do not want to leave you in the lurch.) The past 1 month has been sucky for you... i am not asking you to forget about it totally but I believe it is a learning experience...and it should make you a better person.
Like what I said in your taggy, you are always loved by people around you. You play an important role in my life as well..because you make my life more colorful~~!
Do take care of yourself & don't make us worry about you mah! Smile & hope the happy and lively you will return! *Muacks & Hugs*
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