As expected, he was quite surprised & kinda lost for words. It was the first time I see his face that sad and of course I was very sad as well. Others may not understand why the hell we can be so sad, but I truly do not just treat him as my boss. He is like my godfather too. I was so blessed to have a chance to work with and for him. He really took great care of me & made my last 2.5 years really smooth-sailing. I was happy at work (until this year) & I really appreciate him giving me all the support, guidance and development that not all fresh graduates could get! I had the chance to manage a whole office, although it's a small one, but i learnt how important office operations is. Although I didnt have any experience in that, he believed in me and had many little talks that lasted really long..haha I admitted I was not looking forward to all those talks. But no matter what, I believed it did help me alot during these 2.5 years.
I've seen the company grow from 3 headcounts to about 11 and now back to 3. This downturn is really painful..:( I do not want my boss to feel that I am leaving him at this downturn. I really cannot take it anymore going to work everyday without a soul. No colleagues to talk to...and nothing much to do. Just rot my hours away everyday.
Many may think that I am fortunate to have the office to myself at times. But it is really a waste of time. I am still young..so I hope that I can venture more, explore more and learn more new things and also learn from a bigger organisation. I cannot be always under the wings of protection of my boss right?
I have made a decision to leave & it cannot be changed. I hope that one day in the future, I may still have the chance to work for him.
What I am currently worried is that he may have a problem to handle everything in the office. Being 50 years old already... I have to pass ALL the operations, administrations and most importantly my client's payroll project over to him. I really worry...I will definitely go back to help him whenever I can.
Finally, I hope the company can pull through the downturn and become stronger and grow again. I hope I will keep in touch with my boss and be on good terms with him.
Tomorrow will be the first day of training..We have also yet to find a replacement.
That is gonna be tough but i hope we can make it on time!
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The weather is damn hot today...sweating every single minute! Cannot stand it!
This is a very lazy weekend for me..
Yesterday I slept until 1.30pm! Yes...that was late I know! Haha but I slept really late and I cried alot on Friday night. Was supposed to reach kun's house at 1pm on sat but then becos I woke up late I had to prepare and rush down by cab.
Luckily it was still ok and I had lunch there before going down town to pick up my altered jeans. I also brought my dress to alter for the big day on 18th April! haha..:P
Oh~ Before that we also went to STAGE to meet Stella and her friends. I wanted to go try the XS size for the PK. Initially I just wanted to try but in the end, I soooo super like the 'Partyboyz' PK that I bought ! Omg~ It's really expensive ok? gotta control control! but cos I've always wanted one PK so just buy la...have to buy it sooner or later too. :P
After that, we were quite bored alrdy and both tired. I was also afraid if I start shopping I would spend alot of money! So we went home...to slack...and continued watching my [命中注定我爱你].
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I slept abt 4am and woke up at 10am! Only 6 hours of slp! I didn't wanna wake up but my backache gave me no choice. Yea..it was the time of the month again..~ boohoo~~~ Terrible backache every first day. :(
Went to have lunch with my siblings at westmall Mayim (yummy~ very full)..then my sis went to buy new mobile phone! She couldn't even make phone calls or pick up calls using her old phone~~ dunno wat's wrong. She bought Samsung F480 brown color. Cool~~ I used to love that phone alot..but didnt wanna waste money la..I also realise my current phone is good too! :D
Will change only when it is super spoilt!
Came home and continued to watch DVD with my parents...until dinner time...and I am still super duper hot..sweating like mad..urggh~!~!!
Gotta go shower soon!
