So many frustrations and bad feelings inside me that I just want to explode all out and pour it into this entry.
Where and how shall I begin? Seems so much to say...
Business is really bad and it has been almost 6 months that the company has no sales. Headcount is now 4 and I only have one 37 year-old guy as my companion in the office. Another colleague is seldom in the office. So, the 2 of us feel that we are always in a locked bird cage and we go to work without a soul.
I also plan to leave but this year's economy being so bad, I really worry. Another thing I worry is because I am the only one doing the operations and admin, so if I leave I don't know how the company is going to run the operations. Boss treats me very well and I feel a little disloyal to him.
But I still hope I can move before June.
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Relationship wise..also many frustrations.
I was so eager to come and pour out and complain..but right now I feel so tired I dun even have the energy.
How I wish I am now lying on the bed with my face mask and listening to music...............................
Baby always cannot seem to understand my position and my feelings....
I am tired...
