Yes... realised the number has decreased? My only "kaki" has left last Friday.
I am all alone.
My mood has been very down every single day when I reach the office and see the sight of my boss.
Why has it become this way?
I "poured" out my complaints and unhappiness and feelings to DT yesterday.
He seemed to understand some portions & I'm glad that he feels the same way about certain things.
I am now easily annoyed by actions, words and expressions of my boss. It is like a needle stuck on one part of your body and you are unable to get rid of it. The feeling is ANNOYING & IRRITATING!
I admit I do not have very high tolerance of such things (not as good as my bf definitely). I AM very bad-tempered but I suppressed all these at work because I have to endure and am not in the position to speak loudly & rudely to my boss for his innocent actions and reactions.
When people ask about my sad msn nick, they like to ask whether I am bullied by my colleagues when they know it's regarding my job.
But I will reply "I DON'T HAVE ANY COLLEAGUES!!!"
That is the SAD part. I feel dissatisfied about my job, I am lonely at work, no "buddies" to talk to, age gap with those left in the office, feel tense with the boss around alone with me most of the time, souless at work, dreading mon when it is only friday.....
I was searching for a place to have lunch just now & finally got a quiet corner to have porridge and talked to my bf on the phone while eating. After that, I went to "shop" (walk around) the CK departmental store & then crossed the road to Watsons to "shop", where I bought sanitary pads in the end. When I walked past Lucky Chinatown's Kbox, I recorded the telephone number and a thought came to my mind...
I was thinking of checking how much it costs to sing for about 1.5 hours during lunch time. Maybe I can enjoy my lunch time that way. hahaha !! I will do it IF I am RICH! Lol~~
So boring... I have to search for jobs intensively!
I am going to taiwan in September again! Have to change job asap and inform them of the 1 week leave that i need.
Jia You!!!!
