HAIZ... I am sooo sad that I failed my driving test this morning. It was all because of my nervousness, silly mistakes and that irritating idiotic problematic tester! When he told me I have failed and was telling me my mistakes, I was holding in my tears so hard. I only cried when I reached home and talked to JErry about it.Maybe you ppl will think what;s there to cry for? There is another test..ya, BUT you know all the effort, committment, time, money ! And just preparing for a 30 min test and screwed up!..haiz...really very sad one lor! I can really understand how sock wah feels now.
Actually after this test, I really wonder how ppl pass during the first test! Amazing!
I had a last revision lesson with my dear Mr Ng yesterday and everything felt good. The warm-up this morning was good too, felt very smooth and was quite ready for it. When waiting to enter the waiting room, I was quite nervous and kept drinking water (which was cold) and made myself very cold and nervous again. And I saw the previous batch of ppl coming out with different expressions on their faces.
After balloting and getting my Route No. in the room, I was quite relaxed actually. Cos I didnt get the so-called NASTY tester (Mr Chua) that my instructor told me about, and also I got route 10, which was quite a short and easy route!
When the tester came, we went down to the car and I started off well, and he asked me to go the the slope first..still ok that time. My parking was ok, but I dunno why I strike kerb in the S-course!!! It is one of the circuit items that I usually do very well! Urgg..! And he said I fail to check safety when parking..ok that is some points only. Then when I went for crank course, I striked kerb again when going out at the last turn cos my car was very not straight! When I striked the kerbs during these 2 course, he exclaimed "YOU STRIKE THE KERB!"...-__-" It made me jump lar..but he is adding onto my nervousness...siao lang! haha..
THen inside the circuit everything else was ok,but he kept urging me to go go go...and repeating himself and being so impatient!
Tester: In front turn left.
Me: Ok
Moving slowly towards stop line and to stop.
Tester: Turn left Miss.
Me: Ok, nod.
Going straight.
Tester: Turn left.
Me: Ok
Tester: Turn right at junction and cut across to direction change there.
Me: Ok.
Still turning the first left he mentioned, and going to turn right.
Tester: Cut straight turn there. There. Can you see the directional change?
Me: Ya,Ok Nods.
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Can't you stop BOTHERING and IRRITATING me!!!!
I know I was too fast in the circuit lar..haiz....I blame my nervousness also!
You know, actually I have already FAILED after striking the 2 kerbs, cos it was 10 points each, thus 20 points already! I have not even went out into the road.
We were going straight and he asked me to park at a lot, which was a PARALLEL parking, and I have done that item already. But I just said ok, and continued to signal and changed to reverse gear.
THEN, he said, "nvm nvm, dun park liao..we have already parked this just now right?! Go in front go..".
PEKCEK! Then there was a car in front of us and so I stopped first.
And he said, "DO YOU KNOW YOU HAVE ALREADY FAILED?!" (In a very pekcek and impatient way).
Actually at that point of time I didnt know, cos I just wanted to finish my courses...bt I said "Orh..ok" He said nvm and say it is my first time, so now he just let me practise. My mood was already 1/2 sianz...really no mood, but suddenly I felt that my blood circulation became better. When other trainee cars gave way to me, I was thinking to myself that actually they didnt need to give way to me lar, have failed wat...but I still had to raise my hand to say thanks..haiz!
He let me go out the road still to see what are my mistakes to improve on.
After U-turn on the 70km/h road, I had to change lane to the left so I sped up (usually I am too slow on that road), and didnt realise I have EXCEEDED the speed limit!!!!! I was close to 80km/h. Then I saw green light and when it turned amber, I braked too late so abrupt braking. You know what? THAT IDIOTIC TESTER relaxed his whole body and when I finally stopped at the traffic red light, his body was jerked in front a lot and back. Then he shook his head say "Haiz..No good!".
PEkcek, I had the tot of just speeding up and crashing into something on his side..hahahaha kidding lar!!! :P
There was problem with my changing lane too.. I know that lar, cos he mentioned I didnt check my side mirror and i change lane WHILE checking the mirror. But I really canot stand it when he demo to me how I change lane when we were back in the room. Cos his expression..!! Arrghgh..!! cannot stand lar!
He also said I didnt check my blind spot when I enter filter lane..ok that one i admit, and he gave chance for the first 2 times but ticked for the last time. That one little mark and sure will have lar..so nvm for that. I will change..and improve.
HAiz..I am soo sorry I gotta go back and see my dear mr ng..and disappoint him..haha but what is worse is I gotta waste more money to book 2 more revision lessons and the test date again! Arhhh..!!! No Mood.. !!
Honestly I was quite geared up alrdy..but still..haha
I think I cannot get my license before my birthday liaoz.... :( Sobs sobs
Actually I got a body massage appointment later at chinatown 12.30pm, but really no mood lar, so I cancelled it.
Evening still gotta attend baby's red beret ceremony...damn sad lar..haiz..let him down also. Hmm..
Cannot attend happily liaoz...:(
Well ok, enough of complaining..I'm hungry! Gotta go eat lunch..then maybe....sun tan? Swim? haiz...stupid day!
