I have been sick since Thursday..feeling much better now that I've seen the doc this morning. HAve taken some pills, was feeling abit drowsy just now while talking to my sis and Mum. Haha I thought I would take a nap, but now I am here blogging. :D
Kun came over this morning to acc me do c doc. Mum went with us as well..hmm I think she quite like him..when I went into the doc's room, she even started a conversation about his ex and me. I think she also hope I won't keep changing..
I think I am gonna be attached ...haha! Guess wat? Nearly 2 years later, ..haha I know many canot believe I will stay single so long. I also cannot believe at first but time really flies. Ok, I know some of you out there, have heard me denying abt me and Kun. Things tend to change lor really, canot predict and be so sure of things sometimes. I can really feel his care and concern, he is true to me lar..so far..hahah..I duno whether will stil remain so sweet after some time.
My mum mentioned that he is different from my previous 2 bf. He is the kind my mum will strike a conversation with..can talk about anything and not feel wierd. Anyway, he had to go to work at 11am but he woke up 8 something and came over. He slept around 3am lor..even requested to go in late 1 hour for work. Hmm..but you know, he is ALWAYS late for work...I think he reached at 1pm!!! agghh...my fault..
There is still some things not totally settled between himself and his ex,and my mum is kinda worried. So I think that is why she decided to tok to him .. I can see he has a really nice heart..maybe that is his weakness as well cos many ppl, esp girls, will ask him out to talk about their sad matters. I know sure will have girls kena touched by his actions, his care...etc. I am really one of those girls who are very touched by him. And I slowly realize I shouldnt just let this guy walk pass..It is a fortune to have someone care and love me so much. There are sooo many things different from wat alvin does, reacts etc.
Talking about him, I met him a few days ago for dinner after my work. I was feeling very sick , so when I saw him I only managed a weak smile. It is refreshing to see him lar, cos nearly 1 month never meet (but my mum say not long)..haha! Hmm, he is more man now lor..and the clothes and his fashion sense is much better than before. However, I duno why the conversation is alwasy very boring...I am the only one talking and babbling...he is sooo quiet...and has nothing to comment or say. When I see the things I like , he will say "Ok"..."eee..not nice"..always not nice de lor..and he will show his impatience.
I kept asking him what is wrong...I am like the one taking care of him again lor..always gimme this feeling..the he will smile ...like a small boy..a bit tired ar..then that night realli sick til jialat..canot be bothered lor!
I think it is about time I move on yeah? I am also a little afraid that I will lose my friends cos most are guys and they might just drfit away from me. I wont bang seh them also..but think will gradually drift lor..:(
I know some of them have seen Kun and really prefer him than Vin. That is one good sign..:D And my family also seems to be ok ...now only my dad but we played mahjong once and I think he should be fine too. My mum says he is the kind can become husband de wor..hahaha...we havent even start for some time..say til lidat liaoz..-_-
He is going into Army leh...very sianz..haiz...but i think actially NS is not a prob ba..no need to worry too much.Anyway, I also went to his house a few times lar..hmm not bad also...think they quite like me..haha :P
I really dislike his ex alot lor..haiz...always very unreasonable and even slander my name online...:(
She is one year younger than me..but that is not an excuse. She has too many stories that I cannot believe~ Am gonna faint..she is really a good movie director..and actress as well..Haiz nevermind lor..
I have the trust inKun lar..but then sometimes its the things that she does that I am worried will really "shake" Kun...haiz..
Sometimes when I think back, really a bit amazing lar...hmmm I am gonna know him for about 1 year liaoz..many things have been changing and improving. I used to think "wah, how can know such a person through friendster?, confirm fake wan lar!"..I used to think he is a bit irritating...but it slowly changed...I realli have strong feelings for him...he make me very comfortable..always put me in priority...feel so protected and cared.
Well...I thinK have to rest la..hmm tmr maybe not going to work. HAve taken an MC for stand-by but haha..who will go when you alrdy have an MC right ?! But I am realli feeling much better now leh...
