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Zhixiu called to ask me to go work in cck last min cos she had to help out in bbk since sharon is on leave for one week. The new staff called lily came to cck. She's a malaysian and looks okie lar. Looks harmless and friendly..not something i expected though. She had no exposure to this kind of jobs so she didnt know anything basically. Had to learn from scratch and she missed quite a lot of plebotomist cases today. I think she needs a lot of practice ba..she is quite soft-spoken also and i dunno wat to talk to her too. She's trained by susan lar..so i dunno how she will become in future and whether or not she will become the new Ic of cck. Think she has a long way to go and have to learn alot before she can handle this post. That yy also kept teaching her and toking to her as if her post is very high. Haiz..dunno why her tone of speaking is such a way lar. I didnt speak much too cos she was speaking alot today and i was sooo tired just by listening to her tok and tok!

Anyway, Cecilia came today and told me that they dun have vacancy for fulltime staff right now bt onli for IC post. Haiz..then i dunno how already lar.. no fulltime jobs..this locum job is soo unstable. They might not wan me soon when all the new staffs are trained up. :(
The hospitals also dun wanna hire me..and they seldom need to hire also. So tough to find fulltime jobs in hospitals!!! I wana further studies but also no money so how?!?! I was thinking since i'm still young and have just stopped studying for a while, i might as well faster go study and get higher qualifications cos many medical jobs require higher qualifications as well as working experience of at least 1 to 2 years. So i should work and study parttime...but the prob is i cant find a job to earn enough money!!!! Ugggh!! How i wish i dun have to continue studying anymore...but it is impossible in this society!! haiz...
My mum also didnt seem to wan me to study right now..but wans me to work and earn money instead. But i am also worried that if i dun study more...in future i might be "eliminated"!

I think i might just work as locum now and teach tuition..haiz..i've turned down quite a few of the tuition assignments..haha cos i dunno whether i'll be too lazy to teach them :P
I'll see whether there's more cases for me lor..hope there is lar! :D
If not, when i dun have the locum job, i might just go work as a plebotomist in mount E lar..since they said they need ppl to join them cos they are expanding. that is the last choice..hahhaa
then i might not need to study anymore cos they wan me to stick to the company...aiyah..dunno lar..so sianz...haiz!!!
I wanna marry a "gold tortoise"!!!

I'm so bored wiht all the games...ahhh sianz lar!!!!