Hmm..I cant realli remember wat i did for the past few days leh..
My family outing was EXHAUSTING & TOUGH...haha..I'm referring to the journey to get to our main destination, which is the tree top walkway bridge. It took us almost 4 hours to get to that place and back..we walked almost 20 km!! All our legs and feet were hurting like hell...my ankle..knee...calf muscles..agghh!!
The bridge wasnt as high as we all thought, in fact it was sooooo NOT FUN..haha ...it didnt wobble much..and it was a short walk.
Anyway, I was walking with sis most of the time and we were chatting abt our lives lar..so long since we last talked abt all these stuff. On the way there, i was very energetic..and we toked non-stop..but on the way back, everyone was eager to get home..so walked realy fast and didnt tok much lar..like a torture haha~
Went to kbox with jason from 7pm..til 145am! Only the 2 of us..so it's realli quite tiring...esp after the walk in macritchie. I sang halfway and lost my voice..!!! Heng i got it back today...but the throat real dry. By the time i got home and fell aslp..i was onli left with a few hours before waking up at 630am for work. I felt so DEAD...Like a ZOMBIE!
Yap..today is my first day of work...in the polyclinics again...They told me to work at jurong east but last min msg me to work in bbtok while i was preparing to leave the house!
There wasnt alot of patients there..and the staff there were all very nice too! I thought the in-charge is someone old but she is onli ard 25 years old, long hair with big eyes and chubby face. The other staff was even younger..and all of us graduated from SP.That makes them my seniors.
I forgot alot of the procedures and work system...and was reali very blur at first. The feeling very was jialat lor..then somemore i was super tired so i tend to stone.
I really need to brush up on my dialects! -_-"
Alvin came to look for me at the polyclinic, he was right outside when i finished my work. He was having his evaluation test in BBDC before that. I didnt know he would come and look for me..We went to eat lunch at Westmall & it rained quite heavily and he sent me home lor. I dunno abt us lar..so complicating..and it's making me think so much...very tired...I miss him sometimes..but when he looks for me, i am nt v happy and i dunno why i am liddat. I dun like to be controlled..wanna do wat i like to do,wear wat i wanna wear...be Free..for now at least...
So i dun wanna be like last time..I also wanna meet many many guys..hahaha...he told me changed alot alot..for me..but i realli cannot trust it!
I think it's gonna be hard for me to have a next bf..that i will feel very strongly for him...One part of me also hope alvin would quickly go NS..haha I am like escaping right? :P He told me he stopped betting...and he is realli cutting down smoking..trying to quit now..and he has not been smoking for weeks as a start..i knw there's still alot..but ..haiz...cos we are not together now..so he can make sacrifices..and etc. but things easily can change..he also said he WILL give in to me..he will dote on me..etc..It's sweet to hear all these..but ..there's always a BUT..
Anyway, I was damn tired..so fell aslp immediately once i reached home...til 730pm and bathed before rushing off to Yoga lesson. We are always late..!! hmmph~ -_-"
Watched "Desperate housewives" while having dinner..and now i am blogging here..slping soon cos tmr also work morning in Jurong east. I cant wait to go work in CCk..cos it's onli walking-distance from my house!Still have to go for class chalet after work..dun realli feel like going..they are not gonna bbq i heard..cos they called for catering. -_-"
Here are some pics taken on my #FAmily Outing Day#~!
