I've been reading my sista's&jerry's blog regularly & I almost couldnt stand it haha cos there are jus too many ants crawling across the monitor! :D Wonderin' y? Cos' it's jus extremely SweeT..Too much "sugar"!
I've been left alone AGAIN while they went to enjoy "National Treasure" at Cine haha..actually I'm fine with it really! They are forever this sweet uh? The ans is YES & even if they quarrel, it's jus over some SILLy Minor matters..ya Duhz..-___-"
Frankly speaking, I'm gonna miss my Sis Badly when they get married but at the same time, I will feel v happy for her too! I think I will be crying with my Mama on her wedding day and my mascara will be smudged to make me look like a panda instead. I'm so glad that my sis & also Jerry has finally found their True & Dying love haha, which is so difficult to find i think! She & Waner jus can't wait to get married & start a family & ppl like me is here worrying whether i will find my true love & whether i still fear the fact of giving birth in the near futurE!!hahaha...:D I'm lousy i know..:(
Hmm...there's a saying which says dat u hav to experience alot of relationships to find the ONE but i guess that really depends ah..for me i might never find one?haha...or have I or am i going to find it soon?But it's kinda tiring esp right after my previous TIRING n DWELLING relationship.
I think the most impt thing in life is happiness la..& I've been going online everyday to chat n chat these days. Always have the urge to quickly log on after sch if i am free. My msn nick being "rather not getting it than having a risk of losing it after u got it"(actually read it from a chinese book), I kinda agree wit it too...but thinking in another way, isnt it better if u get it n experience the goodness of getting it and have a RISK of losing it but not necessarily lose it in the end, than not having it at all?!Haha...think i'm confusing myself now..:P
Are there moments or time when u feel like hugging someone jus to feel secure n safe n comforted?...I sure do feel that way sometimes & jus by hugging my Mum sometimes made me feel v good :D Actually hugging my Daddy also not bad la muahaha~! I used to hope for an invention which can act like a companion..which u can tok to(of course he must be able to understand), which has feelings...haha i think i'm thinking too much! Right now, I jus feel happy n comforted dat there is always someone there for me when i need him(he claims so..haha but dunno how true)..Thanks & u know who u are! :P
Aiyah btw, I hope i dun dream so much from today onwards cos my mum jus got me a bead bracelet that's suppose to protect me n prevent me from dreaming so much. Haha! :P
-_End Of Crapping_-
