It was a TOTALLY different day from yesterday. I was late for project this morning cos was listening to the Idols' interview on Perfect10. Our pjt supervisor (Let's call her "Witch"), came to discuss stuff wit us. She almost pissed me off and i think she almost did that to everyone in the grp except for our "unmovable" Kokhow..-_-" We showed her the slides we tot that has got probs cos the Eosin was stained really very faintly but she explained to us y is that so etc etc.. The whole grp in fact tot that the Eosin wasnt reddish enuff but i kept telling The Witch, so she kept "Shooting" back at me...asking me why issit not red enuff. "Isn't this red?".."The RBCs picked up the stains, why would u say that it didnt pick up?"..."How red do u wan it to be, Chuan Yee?"...Blah blah blah~!!!!! Kept giving me that IRRITATING face...that "Are-U-Convinced or Satisfied" face! Tears almost came to my eyes cos i felt sooo STUCK n nobody's letting out even a sound...and she kept "SHOOTING" me! She is soooo demanding...i can say that I was not the only one who got "Shot". Sometimes i felt so bad when The Witch talked to Erma in a tone that was sooooo irritating too..and sounded like she really looked down on us. Sounds like she was scolding her..haiz~! She n Jiayi would sound like they were having an argument or a fight..but she seemed to dote on Kokhow alot although he voiced out the least n was BLUR most of the time! He could even doze off while The Witch was tokin! but Witch would jus tok softly n nicely to him...Arrghhh..~!!! She said that we go everyday but there's no results..she dun think we know wat we r doing..hai...i really dunno how am i going to continue! So FEd up with this..! Why must she set such a diff topic?Maybe the time to get the final outcome is much more longer n not jus a few months like wat we have?Maybe the amount of reagents needed are more n the cost is more than the budget?Maybe there really isnt a better stain than this commercial ones?If there is, why isnt it out now?Scientists must have come up with somethin better, always improving the things that exist but there isnt! Haiz...no use complaining now..
Anyway, The Witch took up ard 2 hours to discuss (mainly of herself tokin n toking n naggin abt Curry,Chilli-icecream,Construction workers, Brownies n etc....STupid!!!I dun give a damn!)HA!
Everyone of us are soooo TIRED...so Worn out..So DISCOURAGED!..I had wanted to tk a brk tmr, but now i have to go cos she wanted us to do more work n she'll b seeing us again on Mon..Duh...I think i will have to take the off-day next week..hope i can!
After sch, I felt soooo bored n unhappy...haha jus dunno why but v v moody. Didnt feel like going home yet so tot of asking some friends to come out n eat Sushi Buffet n tok. I really wanna tok to someone at that time..but EVERYONE SEEMED TO HAVE SCRAMMED!!Haa...the feeling really sucked!I called n sms Rs but no response...did the same for Xx n the outcome was the same..Did the same for Jason,same outcome. I tot of alighting at Westmall to wait for Jason's reply(it is nearer to his house) so i alighted atBt Batok n waited at the Platform. However, nothing..so took the train to cck. Msged Waner but she was preparing to go to work...called my sis..she wanted to stay at home..msged Yuan but he was out with Qianni in town..asked Ann to come out n sing but the timing wasnt right..Suddenly felt the urge to look for Alvin. Kept hesitating but in the end i didnt. Alighted at Lot 1 n walked ard myself..haha dunno wat to see also..onli went to the basement and looked at the VCDs. Then, walked to the 24hr kopitiam at the interchange cos there is another VCD rental shop.Bought Hotfudge Sundae to eat on the way n rented "13 going to 30". Walked back to "LAser Flair" at Basement 1 in Lot 1 to rent "The Terminal" before leavin for hm. I guess i was jus too bored n boliao..I felt realli sad too all of a sudden. Haha..i think i'm going BONKERS!...WHERE WERE ALL THE PPL ARD ME JUS NOW?
When i reached home, i kept thinking of alvin...realli wanna go n look for him..but at this point if i go n look for him, i will surely fall back to his arms de. So, i watched the Vcd and felt better...bathed n read magazines, watched Tv, and read storybook before blogging here. Hmm..Sat there's a bbq at East Coast...can go relaz. Tmr is jus another GODDAM Day...TatAz..Nite Fellas n hope everyone is feeling better than i am!
Smile :)!
