PjT today went smoothly & it was the 1st time we did sooo much work within in a day. We even managed to leave by 4pm (usually ard 5pm,rushing like mad since the lab closes ard that time too) . I happened to wear the same colour top as Jiayi, which is YELLOW , and Erma wore white. When we walked together with Erma in the middle, we looked like "Banana split"!!! I was sooo embarrassed to walk with Jiayi haha :D
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Vin msged me last night asking me to meet him cos he wanna tok to me face to face. He said that he was looking at my pics, feeling as though he hasnt seen me for ages & he is determined to change instead of losing me. He will listen to me in future & he admitted he neglected my feelings..I was v sad when i saw those msgs at the same time feeling quite touched and soft-hearted dat it made me cry! However, I told him I couldn't possibly trust him to change & it isnt the 1st or 2nd time I gave him the chance & each time he said he will change! He said unless I do not love him anymore or I've fallen for another guy, if not, there's always a chance...
Haiz...I dunno wat I'm supposed to do. Sometimes I feel like giving him another chance as I miss being wit him but then I think long-term, I dun c a future & I'm afraid the cycle repeats.
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P.S: DeArEsT FrIeNdS, I kNoW I miGhT SoUnD IrrItAtInG TokInG AbT ThiS oVeR & oVeR AgaIn for LiKe 2 yEaRs goInG To 3 YrS??? I'm TeRbILy SoRrY...but I'm AlsO GrAtEfUl & gLaD ThAt I'm StIlL AblE tO ConFiDe In SoMe Of U & u StiLL BoThEr To LeND a LisTeNiNg EaR...ThAnk U Guys!! ( Also thanks to U who is actually there for me silently )
