I have a test tmr and i am not giving my best in studying it!I dun have the mood to study..i dunno why this is happening to me this final year!! I feel so bored and lose interest in almost everything that has got to do with school!! Even the FYP is driving me crazy now..there are sooo many continous tests these few weeks and assignments..so we didnt have the time to bother abt the FYp.We also tot the teacher ordered the things we will need...and we are actually waiting for them to arrive for us to start our work.The teacher didnt tell us wat she wan us to do..and she told jiayi that we have not been doing anything and didnt go and see her..so she might downgrade us for this. We told her that we are very busy these few weeks with our tests and everything but she said that those are to be done at home and when u come for the test, u are well-prepared..but the FYP is to be done in the school..so we have to plan our time very well.What the hell..hai everything is so stressful...and that jiayi also driving me crazy..being so anxious and so rush in watever she is doing...if she is my siblings, i will surely shout at her !! She actually snatched the slides from me this afternoon when we were doing microtomy and that broke the nice tissues we sectioned before!ARgghh~!!
This morning during the practical, chienmei took two tubes of blood from me and measured my body fats for her FYP.Haha..i was glad that i am under the acceptable range..and they said my arms got alot of muscles hahaha~!But the weighing machine was soooo sensitive...the weight made me so unhappy haha..but it's alright la..
I had a long nap this evening until 8pm haha i know i am a terrible pig..but i was so tired..these days becoming more and more lazy to go to the gym!!GOnna be Fat!Anyway, i had a funny dream during the nap which made me actually laugh during slping...i could feel it..and i felt so tired after i woke up!AFter that,it's TV all the way..hai....no mood to study..onli half study half watching TV.
About the "breaking-up" season, YW met me yesterday and told me abt her brkup with caleb..She was realli very sad..and she almost cried but she didnt cos caleb was not very far behind us..Hai..i dunno why he did that...i msg him but he didnt reply!I think they are goin to have a hard time cos they are also doing their FYP together and from yw, i knew that their attitude towards each other is not very good.
I also saw Val in school today...i know i am being a very Kpo person..but it concerns my beri veri good friend.So i msged her asking her why she broke up so suddenly..then her reply was that the feeling was not as strong as before..But i dun see that as a very good reason to brk off..it might be an excuse or maybe she dun wanna be attached ba.Poor Xx, he is still trying hard to find a chance to have a nice chat with her..so that he might b able to patch things up.
Talking about all these, me and alvin have been quarrelling very frequently for the past one week..hai..sianz..see him in school also liddat..sometimes from the first look i know he is unhappy with something..Sometimes he is sooo cheerful that his smile brightens up my day!It all depends heavily on his mood...
I have to go catch my slp le..if not later tmr canot wake up i die..hope the test will not be very hard..!!
