~*AgReEmEnT*~

I think i have not been bloggin a few days le..hmm now got quite alot of things to write on.Alvin called me on friday night and wanted to tok things out and solve it..he called me and we started toking about everything!I told him about that time when i went clubbing with my friends and he asked me not to wear too little and he tot i'm gonna go clubbing every weekend from then on.I go out with my friends or cousins he will also ask me why i never ask him to go wit me..as if i cant go out with my friends but have to be with him all the time.I want more freedom but he said he didnt tie me up!But the one thing about not letting me wear what i want is already very BAD!He also never interact with the ppl ard me or my family and is always stuck with me..he has not many interests and my friends say he only has badminton and ME!He also never care much about his family wan leh...always come stay overnight and i am realli sure that his mum will be missing him alot..whenever i told him that..he will say i am shooing him away..but sometimes it's also becos we meet too frequent and i'm getting sick.He complains he is bored and nothing to do when he is here and the atmosphere is just not right..When he is here i cant do my own things such as surfing the net or going online to chat with friends and i cant listen to music and sing along by my radio or watch VCD.He jus think i am neglecting him..and i have to stick with him!And all he does is watch tV n get realli bored.When i told him i was realli pissed when he tot i am trying to say good things for ryan,he said he meant it as a joke!OMG!I know he dun wanna lose in the arguement lor..i cant believe that..and so i said since i mistaken him that time and he mistaken me this time cos i joked about him being unable to cope during army,we are even!

There are still many things..he gets jealous and petty easily!If going shopping with ur gf for one day is tiring and such a difficult TASK,then why bother to offer go out with her the whole day??After going out,u restrict her from buying things and comment on the clothes she wear??Making her day bad and sad?Making her go home with tears and without smile?!hai..

I've given him alot of chances..i think altogether 4 times and he flung it everytime!This is realli realli going to be the last last last chance..!!!If he didnt call to tok things out,i would have broken up with him i guess.All my friends care about me and have lectured me before why i've patched with him ...i think i am jus digging my own grave then.I dunno how to answer them when they ask me wat i like about him!I realli DUNNO!When we quarrel i cant see why i've patched with him!I kinda regretted it..:( Sometimes i even tot of breaking up when he go army..that will be easier..haha i know i'm BAD!
When he said he realli will try his best to maintain or improve this relationship,i was kinda cold towards him cos i just said OK.But no use jus saying it,he has to show some actions!So i told him alright,we'll see how things go...if the next time he is unreasonable or the similar things happen overboard..i think that will be the end of us!HAHaa...I'm going crazy!Why cant he understand and be like other guys that i know?

Val even told me that she has a friend who used to have a bf like alvin..and when she broke up with him..he harrassed her alot..and even went to her house and knock on the door alot..He even quarrelled with the girl's parents and jus everyone la..and they called the police and got a warranty saying that if ever he gets near to them or to their house,he will be arrested!That is so serious and mad!!I know i've also had a hard time "SHAKING OFF" alvin the last few times..haha..and i'm realli tired of it..so sometimes i think i never brk up cos i dun wanna deal with those nonsense!