~*IT's a Better DAY FInaLLy*~

Finally it felt like a better day today cos there were no mistakes made and i have become more becareful already.There were alot of patients and the time passed real fast this morning and soon it was lunchtime and i had lunch with Meryl before she left early for her graduation night.In the afternoon there wasnt much patients and i got soooo terribly bored!

Anyway,last night i had a conference chat with waner and ryan on the fone and i found ryan not a very bad guy afterall.At least he tries to get along with me(who is close to waner)..but vin ah..so unfriendly!!He didnt wan to go sentosa the last minute cos he said ryan got go!Then when i asked him why and that ryan is actually not bad ma..that tiem vin puke after he got drunk,ryan even offered to buy water and sour plums for him to eat and yet he...!!!Hmmmph~!I was even more pissed when alvin asked me why i helped ryan say good things..and whether isit that he gave me eat "medicine"!!OMG!!!I was sooo pissed cos he didnt trust me at all and think that i would leave him so easily anytime!I know the main reason he dun wan me to go sentosa is he dun wan me to wear bikini there and let ryan or other guys see!I dun have a good figure and i jus go there to tan wat!What does he wan me to wear while tanning then?Wear a jacket so that i onli expose my hands and palms and get it tanned well?!?!-___-"
In the end he agreed to go but i was afraid he will be unhappy so i told him that he dun have to go if he dun feel like it..then he say he already said he's going wat..and say that i am pekcek with him!!!He is soooooooo SENSITIVE!!
Althought we will be going on sunday,i can imagine that it will turn out to be an unhappy and bad day!Hai...i dunno why...initially ryan;s friends wanted to go too..but becos of alvin, they all never go cos ryan scared alvin will be unhappy..WAt the...hai..
Alvin think he is king issit.??sometimes i dunno wat the hell is the matter wit him and i wil be terribly pissed..
I kept complaining to Meryl during lunchtime too..hai....I really wished alvin would get along with waner,ryan,my sis and jerry...and sometimes i even like to go out together as triple date or double date..but he jus dislikes it!He dun like to tok to jerry and also ryan...that's the worst!!I dun wan him to jus stick to me and not interact with the ppl who are close and dear to me..includin my family and friends!Hai.....:(