~*GoinG BroKE SOon...Wat Will i be when i am older?*~

AHHHHH!!!! $10 is all i've got in my wallet u know??I'm so pathetic lor..realli going broke le..i live month by month..depending on my allowance..hai~!I'm thinking of further studies in Uni but i dunno whether i can get in with my results..and have to compete with the Jc students it's going to be realli tough!I wonder whether i'll be workin in a hospital in future haha..some ppl asked me to work as a nurse but i dun wanna clean the stools and urine of patients and work night shift and be very very afraid to go toilet and stuff.If i pursue to become a doctor..i think it's going to stress me out thru the studies!!I cant imagine myself being a doctor if i can haha..that will be so great leh!Being a lab tech is also fine with me but the pay of course is lower lor..i dun like to work in those private labs or hospital labs that jus allows u to run samples over and over again and handle with machines mainly.That is soooooo BORING!!I think working in the polyclinic lab is not bad cos i get to meet many different ppl and it's not so boring but of course the pay is lower and another good thing is that the working time is jus like office hours!Hai...i dunno wat to do with my future!!!-___-"

Today is halfday for me and the lab was lack of staff again cos Maggie is still on MC and GekYan is on leave..Wendy from Woodlands came over to help fortunately!After work i went to lot 1 and ate lunch in ^SIam Kitchen^ with my mum and sis.Thinking of my future,we all cant believe i'm going to be 20 next year!I think the ppl in my batch are all very kiddish-looking and we all dun look like we are going to be 20!The ppl at my work place says that i look like a small cute girl girl haha..nvm la..:D I had wanted to go jogging with my mum but it rained awhile jus now leh..dunno later the rain stop we still going jogging anot.
I realli need to jog twice a week to slim down and burn away my fats!!Irritating FATS..i just cant seem to get rid of them!!
Hmm..we also went to rent the vcd for the "DI ba Hao DAng Pu" and we are watching later!Hehe..I jus checked my results jus now and aiyah i passed lor but i'm more interested in the grades that's gonna be released on friday.

I really wonder when is SH giving birth..my mum also asked me to ask her and some of my friends also asked me to give her a call but i am too afraid.Afraid of wat?I realli dunno too.I jus dunno how to start toking to her abt this all of a sudden when she chose to ignore and avoid me!That will be so abrupt right?Hai....zzZZzzz

Here are some photos taken last year by my cousin(TOM),who was going for job interviews as a photographer: