Today was a rather tiring and boring day. After school we stayed back to discuss about the mol gene presentation for tmr. Alvin had class from 3 to 5, so he told me to tell him wat time i'm leaving then maybe we can leave together. ACtually afternoon i was rather pissed already, cos he told me to go accompany him eat lunch ..but i had to go book com with Erma. So i told him i cant, then he say very fast wan then i realli cannot and didn feel like going ma,also dun wanna leave erma like that. School work more important then i ask him to ask his classmates la then he say many never come and that is reali an excuse!!! Then he say he dun wanan eat already la..liddat wor!!So unhappy with his tone! But in the end he asked Edmund to acc him eat..i know sure gt ppl can go eat with him wan lor..i cant be bothered about his attitude la. Then, after his lesson he kept calling and sms me but i put my hp silent mode and i was busy with my work that i didnt check my hp. After awhile i finally saw the missed calls..and he was quite irritated i never reply him. He called me and i was not sure wat time i will finish my work. When his class ended he called me again but i still never check my hp..then later i finish i called him and he sounded very unhappy too. I dunno why he cant tok nicely to me...!!!
I met him and went home with him...he came my house to watch vcd we rented la but i also had alot of work to do. On the way home we didnt tok much....like both unhappy with each other and i felt realli irritated and frustrated..cos the feeling is like the past and i cant take it!! I told him about him not sending me home last night and dunno why he never tok le..hai..!Fed up..!!
After the movie, he wanted to go home eat dinner le..then in the room we toked about the things la..and he couldnt understand and say i always blow things up. But i was just trying to tok things out and his attitude just pisses me off.ARrghh..~~!!
He is not caring and understanding enough la...never dote on me and console me when i cry...he just sounds sooooo fed up that i mentioned about our prob. He cant be bothered lor..then i told him if he keeps doing things that wil make me wanna brk off..i realli dunno how lor..cos this is realli our last chance together...if he still ruins it..i realli give up!
Then he say i sounded very scary...then his eyes kinda watery la..then we made a deal he cannot hurt me and be angry unnecessarily. And if i am unhappy with him i am allowed to hit his chest as hard as i can!!!!! Haha....then later we apologised to each other lor. then he went home.
I am very scared about tmr's presentation!Dun feel like going to school haha...that Erma ah..got away with it..she'll be in charge of the powerpoint slides onli!!I'm so envious of her..no need to tok cos she say got sore throat. Steal away my place!I dunno how to face this class man...my part like alot of things to say. I'm doomed!!Feel like crying~___~
