HAi..the one week break realli end very fast..today is Sunday already and tmr i have to go back to the boring class!! Have to sit for a Biostats test at 10am and i am realli very unprepared! Hai i hate subjects that requires the use of the com cos at home i can't see all my tutorials and examples that i have done in school. All saved in the M drive!! Later gotta read the text already..if fail i realli dunno how. Today is the day of the month again and it is making me miserable!hai...my body is aching so badly and i am so tired..Somemore last night slept so late...And i am by the com 24 hours!! So tired and sick of the screen..my eyes gonna b blind !!! Haha...hmm...anyway, yesterday Alvin msg me accidentally and i noticed in his msg, he was consoling someone..sure a girl lor.So i asked him ...and he told m that it's someone from SAJC and they have been together for 2 weeks! He said he wanted to tell me at first buthe was afraid i might b angry..I dunno why after i know that, i was heartbroken and i cried ...:( I just cant believe he can easily find another gf...I still cant forget him totally..I was real sad last night...after i did my work til 6am..i went to bed..but couldnt slp at first kept thinking about him..Haah but too tired liao think about 15 mins fell aslp le. Hai...my dearest daughter eve also told me to forget him..although it's not easy to forget someone..but time will heal everything. Somemore i realli dun wanna go back to those days when i kept crying n suffering and being sad about at least three times in a week. How come i know he is so bad and i still cannot forget him? Used to say he cant live without me and cried when i broke up with him..but he still found another girl right? He moved on with his life and i think i should but slowly...hmm Getting too emotional at times ya? If i see him in school i might just ignore him..wat if i see him n his gf together? aiyah no need to think so much la..:D
Aiyah...my cram is killing me..!!! My stupid father kept asking me to go over my aunt's house cos her baby 1 year old birthday..but i realli have alot to study and do..!!why can't he just let me ofF??Arrghhh..~~~!!!! -___-"
Hai..gtg le la..also nothing to blog leh..
